i cannot explain myself.
for pity’s sake and drained my health.
straining eyes to ascertain the cliff’s. edge,
overstepped and then i slipped. a bit, yet
still lived through all the things that hit me as a kid.
nothing stuck, and yet, it did. internalized, alive and sick.
widened gyre, fire-stick. i don’t know where i’m going. this
journey begins again, again.
i stop, stare at the sun, it sets.
ideas in mind that i tried to forget.
(un)surprisingly this hide and seek game.
turned into a rather bleak thing.
mastered crafts in shadows blinking.
never found, i swear this town is rearranging.
speak in tongue, a secret deepening.
dream of some thing, then seen it this evening.
creeps and freaks and other friends in legion.
barrel down from mountainous regions.
allowed and proud, yet mouths unspeaking.
i speak for them, they hunt for me, then.